Okay... this is hard to explain but in the simplest words:

No one has ever really known me.

just recently people have though thanks to an amazing anynomous person. I've felt better about myself since this person came along and showed me who i was meant to be.

I've been doing some serious thought, research, and heart searching...

For those of you who know the backstory I'll spare it, and for those of you who don't:

Ever since I was little I've always been a bit less masculine than many of my "friends". I didn't really care for bugs as a young child, I didn't care to play physical games much. I've always liked music and books.

Now you're probably thinking "ah, well he just wasn't a normal kid"... that's true but then things started happening...

After I hit puberty I tried on some questionable clothing. I enjoyed how they felt.

In 7th grade I got busted with this clothing. For those of you who don't know, that clothing is female undewear.

In 8th grade I had to stop for fear of getting caught.

In 9th grade it sorta picked back up again. Only one person knew and they stayed with me through that. (Thank you to this person who will remain anynomous unless they wish to state their name in comment.)

In 10th grade I really came out of my shell to people whom I thought I could trust. That trust was betrayed more or less but for the person(s) that betrayed my trust, thank you for encouraging me to come out.

Many people have been helping me get through this and I thank each and every one of you.

So the real purpose of this blog now:

Simple as simple, I want to be a girl. If anyone doesn't like it, oh well. Delete me off your friends list and talk about me, I don't care. This is who I am. If you're not willing to accept me, then tough. Just know their are people supporting me every step of the way so, no matter what you do you won't be able to bring me down.

Justin is dead. Selene is born